To my future self
I hope when you read this, you are okayyy. Pls stop crying watching kdrama at 3am and also control yourself don’t eat toooooooo much AHAHAHAHAHHAAH okay serious syalisaa. I want you to be different than yourself now, but not the same as everyone else you see. Tell yourself to be better, but not because you want to be better than someone else. Mold into your own shape, but not in the same mold everyone else uses to grow. Allow yourself to have setback, but do not be scared of what set you back in the first place. See the same goal that I have today, but not feel as if I am looking at it from now. I want to recognize you, but not feel as if I am looking in a mirror once again. I know you will be humble, but not crumble under the pressure that your past self has put on you. You will thrive at your own pace as a winner of your own race, but not win to gain glory or fame. I will see you, but not physically or in present time. In that time you will exceed what have dreamed for years, but do not forget me because I am where you started and the voice of encouragement in your ears.
I wish I could hold your hand as you walk along this journey learning to love and care for yourself, but I know how strong and capable you are. Never stop fighting for us. It may feel impossible now, but I promise that all your blood, sweat and tears will be worth it.
- me
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