COVID 19 WORLD
Assalammualaikum, hello my blog readers. For today's topic, I want to share story behind the governance of covid 19 in my life. 2020 is the year that begins with unanswered questions, endless hopes and unfulfilled expectations. Quite poetic because it still remains a question mark in my mind about life now. At the beginning of the pandemic everything went as usual, I wasn’t surprised to sit at home for long periods of time but I didn’t mean once in a while I didn’t go out to breathe the air elsewhere. I spent a lot of time with my family, because with God's permission, my siblings all managed to return before the start of the PKP1.0 session.
In living life with new norms, many things I go through . Trials and challenges inevitably make us stronger. But it is not easy to get through it if we are not strong, especially our mentally. As we know, many have left us in this pandemic Covid19 season. Some went because of covid 19 outbreak, some went because the time had come and some went because of emotional stress. It is very sad to hear the news that many are starting to feel emotional stress due to losing their jobs, sitting away from family for long periods of time, too much school work, and so on. It made me realize that not everyone is lucky in life. And it’s even sadder when someone hides their problems because they don’t want to be seen as grabbing people’s sympathy.
When this pandemic hit, I was honestly very sad for losing my cat in large numbers and suddenly .It was very shocking. Anyone who loves cats knows how it feels to lose them because to me they are a loyal friend. The sudden death was very stressful and even more painful it happened when I was busy with school as exam day was getting closer. The cost for cat treatment here is more expensive compared to in the city.In addition, the clinic here was not open during the pandemic. My mother had to ask me to allow them to leave. I cry until I get tired. It made me losing motivation and also stress in leaving my life for a while . Endless frustration and sadness
And last but not least, this covid19 pandemic not only did break my heart, it also became a reason I continue my studies. I was previously determined not to continue studying because I felt stressed with the situation around me, especially at school. But due to the pandemic, I had plenty of time to think before making a decision. Parents and family at first did not care about my decision but during the fasting month last year, they wished for me to continue my studies. And my cousin’s sister was also the one who inspired me and she was also the one who introduced this college to me. At first , I was initially scared because I didn't know how to get along with new people but now, I enjoy studying with other friends even online. Everyone was so nice .
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